Benji has been out of town this week, so Melody and the boys came up to stay. Gavin and Grant have actually been playing in Grant's room a good bit of today. It's so nice to have some quiet time. Don't get me wrong, I love watching him play, but sometimes quiet is good too.
It's been a week since we found out the babies passed away. I have felt so anxious and sad all day. I keep telling myself that it will get better with time. I know that it will. It has too. I know that God will bless us again very soon...hopefully with twins again, but just healthy is all I really want. I know it's crazy to want twins again. I never thought I really wanted them, but after learning we were going to have them we both started really getting excited about a twin pregnancy. I would love to feel that excitement again.
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